Facing two dilemmas.
How to find a balance between personal dreams and family’s dreams for me;
How to understand whether troubles are a sign from God to not do something, or it’s the devil trying to stop me. Which means a “you’re on the right track” from God.
"Lighten your heavy heart, dear one…
For blessings rain upon you like monsoons,
Your provisions for this world are well stocked,
And you have sent forward in plentiful amounts,
so your transient account at this place is light"
-Idrees Ibn Saleem
My friend wrote this to comfort me this morning.
You know that one song in an album you always skip over and then when you decide to listen to it ur like well holy fuck me